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The Lough of Wangster……两鱼处于路,相濡以沫,不如相望于江湖…… 2006/07/26 解脱突然的解脱
像电影一样
她说她喝醉了 她已经有男朋友了
不是故意骗我
我以为我会很生气 实际上确实有那么一些
不过 现在觉得解脱了 不再亏欠她什么了
2年多了 我以为我为了她做的那么多会换回一些感情 会唤醒她的心灵
我错了
这样也好
全新的 人生定位 全新的 生活
开发中^^^^^^
2006/04/17 经典的失恋安慰
一夜输掉了整个世界
2006/03/26 A boy and his apple treeA long time ago, there was a huge apple tree. A little boy loved to come and play around it every day. He climbed to the tree top, ate the apples, took a nap under the shadow… He loved the tree and the tree loved to play with him. Time went by…The little boy had grown up and he no longer played around the tree. One day, the boy came back to the tree and looked sad. “Come and play with me,” the tree asked the boy. “I am no longer a kid, I don’t’ play around trees anymore.” The boy replied, “I want toys. I need money to buy them.” “Sorry, but I don’t have money…but you can pick all my apples and sell them. So, you will have money.” The boy was so excited. He picked all the apples on the tree and left happily. The boy didn’t come back after he picked the apples. The tree was sad. One day, the boy returned and the tree was so excited. “Come and play with me.” The tree said. “I don’t have time to play. I have to work for my family. We need a house for shelter. Can you help me?” “Sorry, but I don’t’ have a house. But you can cut off my branches to build your house.” So the boy cut all the branches of the tree and left happily. The tree was glad to see him happy but the boy didn’t appear since then. The tree was again lonely and sad. One hot summer day, the boy returned and the tree was delighted. “Come and play with me!” the tree said. “I am sad and getting old. I want to go sailing to relax myself. Can you give me a boat?” “Use my trunk to build the boat. You can sail and be happy.” So the boy cut the tree trunk to make a boat. He went sailing and did not show up for a long time. Finally, the boy returned after he left for so many years. “Sorry, my boy. But I don’t’ have anything for you anymore. No more apples for you.” the tree said. “ I don’t have teeth to bite.” The boy replied. “ No more trunk for you to climb on.” “I am too old for that now.” the boy said. “I really want to give you something…the only thing left is my dying roots.” The tree said with tears. “I don’t’ need much now, just a place to rest. I am tired after all these years.” The boy replied. “Good! Old tree roots are the best place to lean on and rest. Come here, please sit down with me and have a rest.” The boy sat down and the tree was glad and smiled with tears… This is a story of everyone. The tree is our parent. When we were young, we loved to play with Mom and Dad… When we grow up, we leave them, and only come to them when we need something or when we are in trouble. No matter what, parents will always be there and give everything they could to make you happy. You may think that the boy is cruel to the tree but that's how all of us are treating our parents. 2006/01/10 [转]妻子同网友私奔后,北京某老公在BBS上的留言
2006/01/08 1月8日 晴看了朋友的博客很久
一直没有 勇气也没有时间为自己的LOUGH除草^^^
经历了许许多多的 事情后发现自己变的世故了^^^
失去了原来的自我
最近一直在问自己到底我想到的是个什么样的生活
一年前, 我有一个很爱的女朋友,那时侯生活艰苦 每天起早贪黑,每个月两个人只有几百元用来生活
生活过的清贫但是从没感觉过不幸福,我有很强烈的感觉,我要的是个什么样的生活,我很坚定,
两个人快乐的生活在 一起,就是有什么困难都能闯过去,两个人会过的很幸福,彼此爱着对方,永不
分离,一直到永远,其他的都不重要…………
现在想来当时的想法依然很好……不过自己也已经否定了这没有经济基础的爱情……
也许那样的想法只有在童话中才会有吧 (童话都是骗人的)
活的现实了,生活不只是感情,也许慢慢长大的我,逐渐成熟的我会越来越不相信感情这个东西了
离开大连,来到无锡,一切都变了 ,钱几乎成了我生活的唯一追求…………
今天突然想起原来她跟我说过的一句话:“我老爸希望我能 多读点书,多读几年书,就是不想让我变
成跟他们一样,只是为了钱而活着,他们希望我能有自己的追求……”
现在想来,自己不就是已经成了她爸爸口中的那种人了吗?
没有了自己的追求,完全的失去了自我………… 失去了方向…………
每天早上上班,周六加班,有空闲的时候就上ENWELL论坛里水水帖子,每天监守工作岗位到晚上8-9点
疲惫的形影相吊 无奈的等待着明天,重复着赚钱的工作 呵呵…………
重复着 重复着 ………………
追求什么才是对的…………
生活的意义是什么…………
没有爱的日子 一切回到原点…………
我们每个人都不甘于平庸、贫穷和被忽视,我们愿意付出一切代价来改变自己的命运,但是当我们做出一个决定并全力以赴地为之奋斗之前,我们是否想过自己真正需要的是什么,我们所追求的东西是否真的能帮助我们找到我们所需的幸福和自由……
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